For the first time in my life, I'm Happy
Or at least I wanna be Happy
And I'm not thinking about all that's happened
And I don't want a distraction
Who was aching in my heart, in my mind?
It's an answer I'd be trying to find
I guess the core of the question I was asking
Is it anything lasting?
I know there is, but I couldn't see it through my clouded eyes
But times still go by
And I didn't ask, did not see it in these years
I confess I know
For the first time in my life I'm lonely
I feel like lonely knows me
See, I sleep in a box by the ocean
And I study motion, I wanna move
You see a lot ones come my way
And even love inviting to stay
And I smile and say I cannot impose
Hope the door's not closed forever
I know it's not,
but I couldn't see it through my clouded eyes
But times still go by
And I didn't ask, did not see it in these years
I confess I know, and I confess
For the first time in my life, I'm Happy