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I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don't like
I don't know why I'm so? Why am I caring so much?
I don't know (idk)

Started when I was 15, some friends went and ditched me
It manifested itself into an insecurity
That I just wasn't good enough
Or maybe that's how it always was
I don't know (idk)
Then, when I was 21 I flew out to Cali
I met with a booking agent east side of the valley
But I took it way too personal when I've never heard back from him
Why do I care so much?

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don't like
I don't know why I'm so? Why am I caring so much?
I don't know (idk)
(x2)

Scared to post on the internet, overthink every comment
My brain can find a negative in any compliment
I'm still trying to fix it,
How much time will it take me?
I don't know (idk)

Wanna be done with the "I'm not good enough"
Sick of writing about "I'm not good enough"
Getting pretty dark but I'm not giving up
Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out cause
Gotta figure it out cause
I gotta make a change
Get out of my way

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don't like
I don't know why I'm so? Why am I caring so much?
I don't know (idk)
(x2)

Wanna be done with the "I'm not good enough"
Sick of writing about "I'm not good enough"
Getting pretty dark but I'm not giving up
Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out cause
Gotta figure it out cause
I gotta make a change
Get out of my way

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don't like
I don't know why I'm so? Why am I caring so much?
I don't know (idk)
(x2)

I don't know (idk)
I don't know (idk)
Gotta make a change
Get out of my way

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